Hospital night

 

Exploration

 Waking in the morning

can I have the day go my way?

or is there a sense of wonder...

finding through not knowing

will I lose myself...

and gain something new along the way

the past weighs heavy on me

it will always be there

whether I like it or lack acceptance

to forge ahead

I can pretend to be confident

if I’m not

There are waypoints as I travel,

friends

some close, others further away

their lamps shine

as I discover the future that is mine...

Hope in the Day

 Will I ever find hope?

in the day ahead

expansive, free of thought

I feel new life

Where does it come from?

not from the Sun and the Rain...

It came from the pain of long ago

Unknown, unspoken and unloved

like a dirty child playing in the mud

a cool voice calls her

she looks up and turns her head

a warm room and a meal in front of her

why not move on?

a gumboot is stuck in the damp earth

Let it go, let it go

part of us is left behind

Like a sinner on a Sunday

come home for a roast

and discover the gaps in time in front of me...